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many things happen during this weekend. somehow or rather, i feel life's so vulnerable and fragile. people, u should treasure the ones infront of u. be it your family/friends/bfs/gfs. im reli thankful for the frens that stood by me. listening to my grumbles, my whinnings. i seriously very tired and drained, mentally. is it too much to bear? i never felt like this before. im feel like losing myself. perhaps the CTs are adding stress on me, apart from those personal affairs. however, i do hope things can get better by friday cus it's my last paper. i promise...... to PLAY HARD after my last paper. LOL. man do came across ups and downs. so, it's not a big deal, right? i believe i'll be okays after awhile and i promised. meanwhile, i have to go back to my notes again. its MUGGIN TIME. :( things are not gonana change for the better even if ure known cus i know u aint gonna do anyth abt it. its useless to even try cus i experience it many a times. ciao
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