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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS & MARVIN! _________________________________________________ it was supposed to be a happy day for me but it turns out likewise. i got back my MA CT with a grade B when i thought i would fail. do u know how badly i wanted to share my joy with you? ended class early and went back home for a nap. a desperate call from u woke me up from it, chatted awhile and off i fell into deep sleep w/o thinking much about it. tell me, who could have think well when their brain cells are falling into sleep? im not trying to shift the blame; i apologise for not picking up the 2nd call. would everything be different if i'd picked up? well, i dunno and it has past. what happened cannot be amended. and there it goes. several sms-es and calls avoided. playing hide- and-seek. to be true, my mood was damn sucky and im really depressed for the past weekend. still, i head to work, mind kept questioning myself what went wrong. told myself i needa be professional in my work, i hide my tears, wear a fake smile to my customers. yet still, i broke down in front of hundreds of people. (what a disgrace!) i just need a simple call from u, just to let me have a piece of mind. your safety is so much more impt than anyth else. is that really difficult? these few days were really a tormet to me and ever did i experience such hurt and saddness. but, many many thanks to S& P for being there for me. you wldnt know how touched i was. waking S& P in the middle of the night due to the insonmia i got. SORRY GUYS AND LOVE YOU BOTH. :) |
