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headed for a jog since i got nothing better to do. its time to get my butts outta for exercise since its been hell long i did so. past the 'desert', the walk to school and it certainly brought back fond-ly memories. how i wish we never grow up. i'd love/cherish whatever i had in the past. and the walk back, i think of what happened recently. and i did something which i didn for a long time. i sat somewhere and have a good cry about it. i may seems nonchalant about what had happened. i may seems 'heartless' it's all because i didn wanted to let u all see the other side of me. you guys have always remember me as a happy-go-lucky person. yet, this really affect me alot. july 4th. i couldn't possibly forget. no amount of words can help. i just need sometime alone and i did. :) baby, i miss you. and just when i was having my time alone, reflecting. my very long friend spotted me while he drove past me. and i was there,crying!! =.= should i thank him anot? he came over and chat down while i was left,unprepared. had a chat and im feeling much better. i guess he spot me in a bad mood and he did try to cheer me up. thank you! though i know he'd never saw this post. =/ nonetheless, im feeling much better already. happy 21st birthday to cousin! :) in my family, the oldest 4 of us had birthdays fell on JULY. cool,isn't it? |
